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Friday, April 30, 2004
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6:25 PM

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Thursday, April 29, 2004
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chem test indeed.i was right! ah-ha!
but still i feel tt i did quite badly for it. dunno how to do redox qns.
dun care abt tt now.
arh.lookg at strawberry picts now.
practically droolg lor.*stares dreamily*
im gonna put a pict on my desktop! hehee.
whoaa. :]



5:20 PM

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Wednesday, April 28, 2004
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sighhh.suddenly dun feel like writg anymore.
bleahsss.
a bit sian lor.mabbe go slp slp.
its been a long time since i had a afternoon nap.woohoo~
but theres chem test tmr.im quite sure of it.
yupp.
go study later lar.
i feel sooo lazy lor.
......zz.


2:43 PM

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Sunday, April 25, 2004
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just watched tt show.liang zhu on ch 8.almost cried..so sad lorr.its the story of liang shan bo & zhu yingtai...awww~ her mum disapproved them & she was supposed to get married to this other realli rich guy whom she didnt love.the ending sucks though.cldnt realli understand wad was gg on after she jumped into the grave.tt butterfly thing & the monk didnt link at all..lol
hehee.just realised i spent a para. tokg abt this show :]..arhh.guess i was thinkg too much..as always.bleahs.hmm
its like a very busy week for me.
dreads.dreads.dreads.
dun even remind me of wads gg to happen this coming wk.
right....test!
& its chem spring test summore.realli scared lorr.
it's exclamation marks evrywhere now.
soo tired so tired. :|
why cant pple stop time?


5:32 PM

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Friday, April 23, 2004
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*sigh* tmr gt tt synergy performance.thnks to tt...i got less hours of slp & more eyebags.eeeyer..not gd lor.super duper irritated bcause of this lack of slp.arghh.
yawn**
slp agn.
wadever.
to elise (bel's classmate):u stink! literally
lol.totally~ hope u read this..WHOEVER U ARE.dun like u ..eeyer :X.. u are totally despo lorr. hmmmph!
just jokg. :P ..actually i meant it.
if there's anyone who dun understand a word of this.
no worries.doesnt concern u.. hahaaa
im gg madd.."yupp" (says bel)


8:51 PM

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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
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feelg terribly tired & dead now.sick wif a half-blocked nose.the other side is runny though.ugh.must be immune system down now larr.morale is under the rock too..somewhere deep & hidden..so much so tt i feel lousy
yupp..like after the rehearsal...my energy has drained.nobody to entertain me after tt anyways.zz.duno wad crap i writg.
am i .........? onli i know wad this is.as if anyone wld care.right...mabbe its stress.mabbe im gettg insane.or mabbe this is a sign tellg me to just.leave it.i shld huhh?
!#^*$ madd me actg up agn. ARGH!~
running.away frm reality doesnt help.
facing it requires courage.
will u do it?
-ignore me.im mad. -_-"


11:34 PM

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Friday, April 16, 2004
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yay!
thnks to my beloved sister.i have a new skin! blogskin i meant.
seems weird tt i havent blogg for days. cant believe pple can go w/o doing this for wks TOO.anyway too many things have been happening to me.freaky things (shudders*)..but its nth scary..so no worries..
havg a bit of trouble wif hw.feel quite useless lor.im just abt the only few pple in my class who cant do ap & gp.YIKES.im sooo afraid i cannot make it lehh.tts why im desperately seekg help.those who want to help this "damsel in distress" can help ~ i dun mind at ALL. hahaa.all the subj!
gosh.i hope i wont buckle under all these pressure i give myself.too much can killl.then like gg to have sore throat ! darn.must take care of myself..later sick agn..*moans*
zzzz.cant help it lar.today horr.was horror day.tut all day! MR KHOO SPENT 1HR ON 1 QN.isnt tt lovely? i can understand wad he's tokg..tt's gd.
today heard frens tokg bad abt sumebody.sudd. wished im nt like bad-mouthed behind my back.it's scary lorr..wad they say.
ooF! tired liao.tmr still gt band & phy proj. arhhhhhh!
dun kill me wif hW!


11:45 PM

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Sunday, April 11, 2004
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feelg a bit bit better noww..thankew to all the pple who asked after me..soo sweet of you :]..to those who didnt :"hmmmpH!"..jk lar!
hahaa..it's nt tt painful larr.though sumtimes i cant realli ...like..dunno how to say.at least i dun get the goosebumps & pespiration at the same time noww.its realli horrible.uve gt to try it to know how its like..but i pray tt none of u realli gets to try it..u wldnt want to know.
going back to sch like quite sian..skipped classes on thurs.then on sat.i think gt band bahhh.nobody told me though even when i asked her.soo wadever lorr.
need to do hw liao.finding the news articles nt easy lehh.cant think of suitable topic.help?!
arhhh.then need to move my brains now.hope its nt rusty soo soon.
'cause busy worryg abt my stomach.
tell u guys arhh..its realli diff nt being able to eat!!!
"its a blessing to be have food to eat,
but it's a torture NOT BEING ABLE TO EAT IT!!"
this kept gg on in my head while my family members were happily eatg their chicken wings & curry fish head..ohhhh!!the torture!!! esp..when i like to eat all those stuff..wah.
u can feel ur stomach rolling along & the gastric juices churng.oooF! and i had to survive on 3 pathetic wings & 1 egg for dinner.. *SOBS* darnn..
arhh..almost forgot liao.i have just gt a friendster acc..(for dunno wad reason)..add me hor...'cause i too lazy to add pple lar. :] hahaa..


2:21 PM

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Thursday, April 08, 2004
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ugh.
feelg horrible.there's this pain in my stomach tt wldnt go awayy.it's been like this since wed morning..cldnt slp well yest night too.was tossing in my bed under blankets & quilt cover.nt a nice feelg.. :|
doc said tt it was gastric pain.but i didnt eat anything spicy these few days wad..
eeyer.medicine helped a bit.but i kept pespiring & havg goosebumps.
it's a tough choice decidg between freezg or pespiring..whether to switch on the fan.
the weather's nt helpg too.it's super hot today.almost fainted on my way home frm the doc.PheEWws.
totally bad.but just as well.no need to go for pe in the morng & phy pract wif our "dear teacher"..wonder whether the class has slept yet.hmms.
still cold lehh.
hope i'll recover sooon..


2:30 PM

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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
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changed the music agN!
hehee..like to experiment mahh.realli like this song though.
cldnt find it 'cause i spelt the name wrongly..hahaa.
it's javier pronounced "harvi-yeah" wif the song "crazy"
a bit slow lar.but it's nicee :]..shall try another song soon..hohohh.
wanna change the skin too!!
hmms..gotta wait larr.
anyways.
things have been gettg messy in my class
pple volunteer to be in the class comm.tt's fine.but they're frm the same clique.
which spells D-A-N-G-E-R for the rest who dun know them well..it's true wad..
aiyar..dunno lar.
wadever.
try to be happy..ughhh. :]


5:27 PM

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Monday, April 05, 2004
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someday by sugar ray is currently playg on the radio right now..
anyway.received the timetable today..
guess wad?
the FIrst (btw.."the reason" is playg now..) reaction i had when i saw it was.."SHIT!"
sry arhh..but realli lor.me said it out (rather loudly in class)..the teachers are "wonderful"!
plus some pple were laughing abt the teachers who were going to teach me..my @#%$..so suayyyy!!!
gt the phy teacher khoo (or rather Coral refer him as the khoo idiot)..then gerda huang.then some soh..for gp then no mR LEE!! tao yan..
i was still hoping for him lorrr.
darn.
irritating.i dun like lehh.
they gg to petition to change the phy teacher..he has this special power of putting pple to slp even if he's just speakg abt free fall & vectors.
wonderful arhh.*forces a smile*
whoever's readg this :dun laugh larr.i know tt its horrible lor.dun xing1 zai1 le4 huo4! anybody laughg at this will get bao4 ying4.. can guarantee u tt.
still need to do tutorial..when i just feel like doing nth at all.


2:36 PM

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Saturday, April 03, 2004
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was rather sad a while ago.
but well..the grey cloud has passed but it's still quite cloudy over here..
in case someone is wonderg..im nt tokg abt the weather report. hahaa
"seems to be forgotten.
left behind.
always."
i know tt one of my weakness is thinkg too negatively at times.yar.
its happened agn. (arhh..) it gt to me lar.shall nt let tt spoil my mood agn.
phewW.
i guess i take it too seriously.relax.*takes deep breaths*
anyway.watched ms sg universe a while ago.
i cant believe pple one yr older than me go for pagents..i mean it's like soo old yet young at the same time..hmm something to ponder abt.
i dun have the figure & guts to go do it (DUHH!!)
hahaa..
tired dead dreamy
yet nt tt happy.
oh darn. :|


10:56 PM

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Thursday, April 01, 2004
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harlow!
seems like i hvent blogged for days..in actual fact it's 2 days
i know..
boring life i have.cant help it lar.
i rather hve a more exciting life NOT doing hw.
tt's worse lor.
my cant-be-bothered attitude surfacing agn.
feel soo tired tt sch life is boring.
prolly (tt's wad my sis use) due to the fact tt i dun have to attend those make-up lectures..then go home soo early evryday.
anywy hor. yest...wed gt band pract.
Ssso stupid! have it at 4.15 pm then only there for 1 hr plus.
i made my way back frm band.(during which i was stoning)..just for tt!
& it was sectionals.so we practised on our own.didnt feel like one leh.
madness.
me eating lunch agn.i think im going crazy eatg soo many meals.
hahaa.
oh yar..pple.if u hve a blog arh.go change the layout lehh..it's been centuries since i saw a new design. & i dont mean diff. picts& same layout!


3:04 PM

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