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i had a totally bad day yest..which all started on a wrong note.i had set the stupid alarm clock to 7 am which was way before lecture time at 8.30.for some reason..i shut it up.went back to bed & woke up..guess wad..9.15..15 min to the end of the lect.how great is tt? then i still went to sch though...did the interview,which i had no chance already...they even announced the band election results...the commm memebers were....(nth to say)
its like totally so unexpected....how cool is tt? *rolls eyes*
the bbq tt night was such a bad idea. newly elected president was bossing her way ard.hmmph.plus..some person was irritating quite a no. of us.we even "escaped" frm her..literally.yar lor.it wasnt fun at all....basically it was smoke,sand & rolled eyeballs (for me).
i knnw im complaing like no one's business now.cant help it lar.me just jealous of evryone else. to top it all off,my life is sooo..nt gd. or at least i think it is.
i have no control over such things.guesss i'll have to make do wif it.blame my mouth for sayg sumthing stupid in the 2nd interview.it was brainless! argh..im irritated enuf.
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this is pretty true! haha.try this for urself..
i actually play it..*duhh* read the stuff on the left.
today..i actually went to do it. (dun think of anything else if u dunno)& she was pretty unsure of wad to tell me.
yarr.im still gg for it.
hope i wont get fried there.but wad shld i tell my teacher? gt to leave during pract..think i'll leave it to later.
ughh.
feel demoralised. :\
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i am so *sighh* busy worrying abt my stuff.realli dunno wad to do lehh.hmmm..it shld be called a "dilemma" i guess..stuck between two sides..the thing is..i dunno wad to say to the teachers.
the truth & nth but the truth?
sounds like something i wldnt say..or frm some bk.i think i heard it frm somewhere...hahah.bah
mel tells me not to think too much on it..its difficult u know..esp when its bothering u so much..argH!
i think i may have a soln for it.
but still nt sure of one thing.
sighh.
when will it be over?
will i get wad i want?
oh yeah..chan realli helped me a whole lot..thanks a lot.
i realli (x infinity) appreciate it. (even though u mixed some things up quite a bit) hahaa.
i feel so much better now.
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hmmm.did i mention tt i had a haircut?
hahaa..my frens say i look like office lady now! does tt mean i look old? *sob sob* its short now..not so messy actually.gd gd..
yupp.then right..i had this chem pract today.i think im realli afraid of them liao. i hope i didnt break the measuring cylinder~ oops! i was too bao4 li4 lar.only one practice till the next spa! are they like gg to kill us or wad? its so difficult lor! sighh...pray tt it'll be easier...gases gases gases
man..i want to go watch movies. heard tt van helsing was pretty gd.then troy (yongzhi & i were arguing over the better lookg person...brad pitt or orlando bloom) of course orlando right?! he looked so gd in LOTR! hahaa.shrek looked gd too! hehee.somebody invite me to go watch movies lehh..pay for me too! hahaa.me getting ridiculous.
oh..belinda had her history paper today.dunno how it went..no reaction apparently.hahaa.dun stand beside me!
"i feel good danananananana~" sings bel.
uhhh.lemme think.
....nth else i guess/
wed sports day! (aka slack day) no lar no lar.later tt day still gt band at 1.30 pm lar.ughh.tired.still need to do maths..
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its madness.
the wk was like..so so busy.
spa was u know..bleahs.
then we had this realli "sprung-on us" test given by gerda.whao.
guess how much i got? 1/20! can u believe it?! its like u have to get a row correct to earn a point! my g~
oh yeah.was in a midst of playg a game.
this is quite interestg.mabbe i feature one...
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worth while.
So when you are lonely, remember it's true
Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.
- K. Blackburn -
be motivated! :]
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ooF.
finally finished doing all the spas this week! yay.me was super nervous for the phy pract.but i guess it turned out quite ok lar.dun know whether i'll score but...already passed liao so why worry over it? i dun think i will ever change it by worrying. :] chem was much more....bad.didnt like it one bit.
dont remind me.bleahs~
anyways.been rather stressful wk.
yupp.stress evry wk.but the guys are having a worser off wk.they have spa & napfa.oh yar.they ran today.
elaine sort of puked after running.guess she felt horrible.cringe at the thought of it.mingj ran too.she improved so much! wooHoo~ but me felt kinda sorry tt i didnt run wif her.i mean..the rest (some) did lor.but they were rather mean as to forget all abt elaine who was runnning all alone.make it seem like i didnt want to help her.
wadever.oh & yest..we had this games comm meetg & it didnt finish up till 7.40+pm? guess we were tokg too much crap.esp cav. hahaa.the games arh...a bit sick in the head lor.dunno whether the others will like it.hmmmm.
i guess tt's abt it for now.hope my mum will return soon.think she went to the doc.hope she'll get well soon! :]
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realli tired of evrything.
cldnt wait to get past this day.
yet dunno whether i can cope wif tmr.
life..hope its not abt this.
'cause im realli stressed.
is poly life better than this?
pray...dun tell me the answer.
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A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
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sweet~
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just one word for today.
ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh
ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh
ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh ARGhhh
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sighh.
i worry for the coming wk.
its gonna be soo busy..
2 spa.phy spring test.etc etc.
hw & pw are the norm as well.
blah blah blah.
this is horrible.
totally stinks!
*pinches nose*
gee.im so funny...*rolls eyes*
oh ignore me.im mad.
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oooh~ lurff the new layout for blogger! the font super nice too! my favourite! verdana too.i know... mabbe a bit slow larr.but cannot help it..been too busy wif school.then after tt,its like im too tired to do anything.
later on still need to do hw agn..
oh yar..today realli happy or rather relieved.'cause today we had our napfa test (2.4 km) & we had to get a silver at least to escape frm afternoon pe.u knw how tiring it is to go for afternoon pe so evryone realli tried to do their best...hahaa.well.before tt on monday,i did my 5 items..no 'D' grade so far so it was quite ok lar..but i was super scared for thurs (today larr~) hohoh.gt a time nt tt bad (for me) then i may get a GOld after all.heheee.
yest we had band agn then we did the elections lorr.it was super unexpected then evryone had to go in frnt to say sumthing acc to this :
1) name
2) post u want
3) why u want it
4) wad u can do..
urghh.it was horrid. but i thot jl did quite well u knw.mabbe he'll get a post after all. then we voted for 5 names we want to see on the committee.yupp.tt's abt it.
anyways.realli want to get a new hairstyle (mabbe a cut) dunno whether i'll look gd wif long hair too..jun yun.hahaaa.wadever.its realli irritating to go running in the hot sun wif this hair.oof.
oh.took a personality analysis type on wed.(yest) said tt i was the sanguine (influence) type.cool.the adpted & natural ones the same too ..hoho.guess onli those in ny knw wad i mean. :]
next week gt tt SPA thingy..on mon we are the 1st batch to go for chem pract.then thurs for phy.
help!im very very unsettled.
bless me.argghhhh. *screams*
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turns out tt i didnt cut my hair.
yuck.
'cause there wasnt enough time.
bleahsss.
hope i can cut it soon.
broke my own promise. :|
arhh.early tmr!
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im unhappy.
dun ask why. :| :\ :[ :'(
wanna get a new haircut
me promise to myself to get one by sat.
stress stress stress.
hope i can see the rest of 7c on sat though.
i knw some nt gg..WHY?!
i knw...the stuff dont link
so wad?!
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Just learnt a few days ago abt this paradox : "lonely in a crowd" thought it kinda fitted me.like i how i felt wif my new friends.well..not say new.but one mth+ is kinda short arhh.
pffft.why.am i feelg this way?
today i went for band.havent been for a few days liao.even the clarinet feels weird.mabbe because dun enjoy it as much as before.mr chiang said today tt they needed pple.esp those in trombone & trumpet.the row was practically empty today.hmmm.
this sucks.
mixed up pile of junk in my head now.
blend it all up.
anyways.projects are piling up.tut too.
bleahs. -_-
oh yarr.pple..come for ny homecoming~ hehee :]
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aiyar.
the stupid msn messenger is failing me lorr.
it's simply not working.saying tt there's some firewall which prevents me frm using it.
dunno wad its tokg abt.bleahs`..
eeyer.
boring day.
tried searching on the net for phy proj stuff.but dun seem to come up wif anything gd..onli some info tt was like...urmm nt very useful?! but wadever lar..i cant help it too. *shrugs* which reminds me..i still have my pw stuff to work on.just read frm another friends' blog tt their pw frens are soo nice.well.gd for u! mine is ok bahh. hmmm.cant choose mahh.
feeling hungry agn.lunch was nt realli filling.gt guests ard summore.then the dinner table realli crowded.
sisters gg out liao.soo gd~
even my parents nt ard lor.then me & other sis alone at home wif the MAID.
oh goshh.dun wanna write anymore.its gettg tiring thinkg of wad happened today. guess i'l write another dayy.signing off` ladeedah :]
