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i think cy passed some of her short term memory loss to me!
my medicine...i actually misplaced it lor! tt is quite likely to happen to me la..but the thing is. i actually forgot who was wif me while i ate it. who arh? *scratches head* but heng i found it. if nt arh..i'll be so heart broken over it. (partly because it cost $28..hahaa. my mum's money lo..cannt waste!) heheh..
band today was rather fun. i thought. the guy..(honey muttons) as wad ruth wld call him. was so cute when he laughed..red like tomato! urmm..im not in love with him yesh..alcoholic like.a bit nt shaved.hair curly & messy. somewad how u'd expect a musician or artist to look like. LOL.
learnt
i promised myself to improve on my vocab. (now dun say im pro in english arhh..my vocab is soo LIMITED..gt to improve my word bank..its pract empty)
heheh..mabbe i'll share it :
frm a to z...im tryg to learn a new word a day.
it is *aahemm* : ab *flips dictionary*...ominable
tts abominable..
meaning: adj causing great dislike; hateful
eg of it in a sentence: The student conductor in NY band is abominable.HE gets on our nerves each time he speaks. (:
next word is : acquiesce
meaning: fml to agree,often unwillingly,but w/o complaining or arguing ; accept quietly
eg of it in a sentence: We had to acquiesce with the p as we simply do not have the means to ______________. fill it in urself la. cant think :P
this sounds like a referendum of something. a bit long arh..shall stop today.
till next time...lurff ya!
hugs & kisses,
tessa :]
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feels like ive blogged for dayS! fingers kinda itchy now...heheh
may not blog for long anyways. gt to go study. heard tt phy spa was a killer..tt jj still said it was easy..OBviously it was fake la...see yx expression knw liao.
i even forgot my pword just now. wadever..heheh
well..
wasnt feelg too well today..
tt pathetic soab kept talkg & talkg abt some CRAP! s**ti-fied. sry.this isnt the usual me. i dun curse tt often..hai.. was darn pissed off today
dun wanna talk abt it.
ive gt a swollen mouth! ouch.
sighh.
i dun wish to blogg abt unhappy stuff..lehh. but nt gg too gd for me.
results sucked like #$^&^*
then nt too happy these days.think too much le. hu si luan xiang.
gt to live on. strive to work harder.
i can do it! *determined nod*
oh yeah. congrats to jc! his blog gao dim liao... gd gd only lack a tagboard now.jc if ure readg this go to this webby lar : http://tag-board.com credits go to me! heheh..k lar. shall stop digressing here..hahaha..
things may nt look fine now..but there's room for improvement.
things WILL GET BETTER...trust urself abt it..
strawberry icecream! (: *singg along to acc in lurff*
how does it feel to be in lurff? tell me. (: hahaha...or DUN.
i wanna to knw it myself. LOL
wait long long arhh...*thinks hard*
wait for my laogong to shower me wif lurff. (as if lor..she treat me like..ehhh..dunno leh)
nt very lao po like. hahahaa..hor mj?
hope my REAL laogong wont be like tt. im sure hes wont be. *dreamily smiles*
:P k la. stop being so crappy.im fantasizing arhh.. heheh (:
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ber wants to play gmes
as if im not bored myself.
zzz.
:D "one game?"
"alright...only one
hor siao nang!
ure gna get it frm me!
hmmph
ONE
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HW!!
lots of it.
omg.hope this will turn out right..
pw.phy.chem.math..
blahhh..the list goes on.
wish me well! i dun wanna be sick anymore :'(
terrible feelg.
*sighs*
but im gonna get over it..*nods head*
yeshh i will..!
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stayed at home all day today.
boy it felt gd to slp in! & take afternoon naps.. (now dont be jealous..im sick yeah?)
esp when tt cough medicine was drowsy..felt like slpg now.. *yawn*
haiz. have to do math & chem tut..a bit luan4 now..
tt music so irritatingly loud. later go lower it dwn.. lol
b o r e d agn.
this is so fun. *rolls eyees*
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im sick.
guess u all knw right..blocked nose..sore throat..something like tt.
and i was such a klutz today.but this showed me one thing.
tt friends u knw for the barely a few mths are diff frm those u knw for years.. at least they care enough to give me a call to find out if anything's up.
im nt complaining..in case anyone's wondering..it is MOST likely nt to be u.
yeah.
tt's it.
nt gg to talk anymore. (write i mean)
can barely hear myself when i talk.
hahaha.
lurff,hugs & kisses
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i wish i had corroded instead of the floor.
when i spilt tt acid all over it.was such a total klutz.saw myself SHAKING when i was pourg the soln.lemme corrode instead! evrything went wrong lor.i dun suppose i can even get the calc correct. wadever..this sucks.as im typing this. my msn went dead.yeah..this is a perfect day. *rolls eyes* too bad there wasnt any hole for me to hide into..only the table.but cant possible waste stupid time doing tt.
if any bad words come out dun blame me..my day is bad enuf already~ i'll try to censor them myself.stupid internet connection. when will it work agn?
gonna start workg on my tut agn after dinner.it has become a "cant-help-it-but realli-need-to-do" routine.that was long. pheww.ugh.
spare me this agony.
need a shoulder.NOW.now.
im sheddg tears frm the inside
too disappointed with myself.
why do i feel the way i do? or why do i act the way i do?
its just not
RIght.
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with someone sitting behind me & abt to nag each time im here..i have hardly any mood to blog. mabbe another day bah.
the coming week's gonna be l o n g!
gt pract on monday.& i just realised it only like today
after band.discussed abt the in-hse thingy & stuff. funny to see them squabble over some little stuff.ahhaha..gd la.lighten up the mood for a while.except tt person was there...hmmph. biasness. i just dont like it. ladeedah`
i need a break! feel like slpg agn.must be tt heavy lunch. *yawns*
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things have been changg too fast.
i think no one can adapt to this unexpected twist tt is happening in life.i feel tt tt's life for u..its one big rollercoaster ride. been hearing frm my frens tt theyve been having some probs..i hope they'll get over it soon.just like theres no storm tt lasts forever,there are no difficulties tt continue indefinitely.. dun think i so gt mo4 shui3 tt i said this myself.[copy frm somewhere..heheh]
im glad tt ive seem to have matured in my thoughts.i was rather surprised tt i said this :"god set obstacles to make u realise tt u cant take things for granted..& make u learn frm them" dun laugh ok? this is seriously nt funny.its a part of me i havent realli explored myself.its just too profound.sometimes..simplicity works best.now i just hope tt i'd remind myself nt to feel so demoralised so easily..i can easily drown.
im preaching agn.oh no oh no...*shakes head*
had fun in band pract.except for some parts i was pretty offended..heck with it.who cares abt tt person? but i cant imagine how we're gonna prepare for all the concerts coming.be it in-hse or NOT.im just so disappointed in myself. oh well~
this(feeling)wont last long.i pray.
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IMAGINE..
5 turtles tryg to mate with a female turtle.
all fighting for a place on her back. tryg to bite the legs..arms..even tt sensitive part! oh my..wad a hard time for tt poor guy.he only wants to do something. (yeah right)
piling up on top of the poor girl while she had to swim with tt fat male(ok..nt tt fat)..we were discussing whether it was tt part (curled up) we accidentally saw..so darn disgusting arhh..hahaha.sry lar..*censored*
Fact of the day: did u knw tt the male turtle stays attached to ther female for 12 hours!! omg.tt is so freakg long! she's gonna die frm carryg tt weight while she swims.
for more info..look at my sis's blog.so cool! (even if its gross)
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im tired of all these.
wish i cld step away frm this shadow & face the light agn
nt feelg any doubt of myself.
ever.
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i dunno why.
sometimes u wish tt it wldnt happen.but it did. & u cant do anything abt it.sighh.do we always have to resign to fate? isnt there any soln to it? hmmm.i wonder.been thinkg too much.my head's full of weird ideas & foolish thoughts. bet u'd nevr knw unless i tell u huh.
im kinda in a nt so gd mood. mood swings! (: hahhaa.i dun suppose its pms lar.oops.
hahahaa..i sudd dun feel like blogging liao.thought of wantg to write some stuff down.but wad the heck lar :it'll just make me more angry..yupp.
oh yeah.played bingo just now wif my family. hohoho...imagine us getting all so excited over a no.! even had to sing to get $ summore..so paisehh. *blushes* hahaha...nvr had this type of fun for so long.lol
hahaha..this is quite stupid.nt typg liao..hehe :]
-huggs & kisses.
[Baby theres something about you that
I can hold on to
Im going to hold on to that
Baby theres something about you that
I can hold on to
Im going to hold on to that ] >> something about u makes me smile
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this is very very very wrong!
who the hell did this?
*frowns*
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im nt..ok
featured happy song today :
"Accidentally In Love" by the Counting Crows
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love..oh
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love~
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love~
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
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ooF! exams are over liao! *jumps ard in joy*
lalala~ feel soo much relieved now! but now im worried if i can finish doing all my hol assignment! :p naughty me..been so lazy! hahaa...& the results are coming back very very soon! *prays hard* oh well...slack a bit (for now) slp-deprived. (actually nt realli lar..i heard tt yun they all slpt at 2 & 4am)
today i went back to amkss to meet chan & yun to collect my cert! i miss them sooo much!so happy to see them..but chan said i walked the same way..talk the same way eat the same way..hahaha..the only thing diff was the uniform i guess..they look so weird to me! esp tt uniform they wearg! back to the cert..was rather glad to take until i see it once over agn : a,b,a,b,a,c,b,b
look at tt AWFUL 'c'! arghhh...no wonder chemistry starts with 'c'...bio starts with 'b' but lucky theres no such thing as 'p' for physics.wahahah..this is stupid! okok..aiyar.i think quite gd already (for me) sense of satisfaction. :]
saw some of the teachers back in amk.mr ong changed! he looked soo..diff lor.dyed hair a bit brownish then spiked up.BUT WHEN I SAW HIM...on his hand was a HUGE THICK CANE! still as strict as ever.he was so polite i thought when talkg to us.hahaha.then later on he saw chancy too! he was like "chancy,is tt u?" "You've lost weight!" zzzz.hahaha.so funny! me & yun were laughing at tt..he didnt seem to remb us though..dunno gd or bad? ms karim didnt walk pass us.yun said she looked the same.true lar.same pattern.
whoa.miss canteen food over there (i cant believe it lorr!) but they didnt sell the malay chicken rice so had to settle for cai4 fan4.nt bad i like the fishcake! mmmmm~ yumm! the auntie said we still remb her food...yar true.the curry's gd! a lot of pple q for it lorr.yar..then we all talk talk talk..actually i thought i talked a lot! but they knw me lar..i talk a lot when im excited..haha..miss my dear ah kai & the rest too! she nvr come find her ah bu..(lao le..bu zong yong le.) bisexual her must be go look for her bf.(acc to some insider info i gt..she must be having one.) hmmmph.
wahhhahah...feel so gd to blogg so much lehh.didnt know i had so many thoughts inside me.hmmm... i suppose i think a lot bahh.gd gd.real happy today! :]
lets get it started huh..yeah~ (im singing)
running running & running running...
-huggs & kisses
