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Thursday, September 23, 2004
;   oooouch!

its tough being a monkey.
having to swing (on a monkey bar) is yeah..a bit diff for me.
mabbe cause im nt a monkey?

hohoh
and yeah..
i cant take it no more! *pulls hair & bangs wall*
hahaa..love the colours.

lurff alwys.
tess :)




9:16 PM

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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
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ermm..
think i have nth to say la..i mean its so busy i am so confused and lost myself.
sighhhh...im really really ..*speechless*
stressed. plus tt leap thingy. dunno wad to do lehh.

eeeeek
didnt mean for it to turn out this way lor.
forget it la.
im tiredd.


9:02 PM

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Friday, September 17, 2004
;   s i c k :|

arhh..been feeling under the weather these days.
sort of sneezing & sniffing..think i shld start arming myself w tissue papers or something. guess it's prolly due to the late nights ive been having. thnks ar..to those who kept me company. its kinda lonely in frnt of the comp at night.. ya knw? LOL

u knw.. saw part of fear factor just now. was rather disgusted at the contestants. i mean there's like one girl who is so well-developed in frnt u knw..we all believed it was fake. cause my sis said tt if they look like tennis balls they are..they do btw. hahaha...i knw..dirty. and the horrible thing was she was on this wheel like thingy where she had to run on it to prevnt fallng off it. when she fell..OMG u can imagine wad happened. Piak. i thought the contents were abt to spill out! i mean the ones inside the inside..haha. whatever la.. *censored* shhhhhh.

cant believe i wrote tt! hahaa..dunno lar. but i prefer things to be natural? i mean if u dun have it then forget it lar..why waste $ on it? oh well, guess tts why certain pple can make money out of it.
okk..back to me.
yeahh..think its horrible being sick. esp w a stuffed nose. hope i dun come dwn wif a fever.. dun wna be shivering under a blanket. was watchg a bit of tv yest..
thought of some things while watching s'pore idol :
- guys w dimples are cute/gd lookg. esp ones on one side. (left side?) hahaa..im kiddg. (:
- pple may look gd but cant sing. the same applies otherwise.
- it really makes a diff esp where voting counts. some lose out based on a few votes.
- and yeahh..think the wild cards deserved a place there..its rather (: gd.
- urmm..was also thinkg of hw.

and more hw and more hw... yikes.


10:37 PM

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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
;   wonder i n g

feels a bit weird u knw.
mabbe tts me. u'll knw if ure close to me.
i keep thinkg.abt..stuff. yeah
hahaha..evrybody's too tired to move. me too.
been like slpg so late...really didnt want to. i'll end up zombified in the mornn. hahaa..today ended super early. no band today. arhhh..nt gna miss practices rather the pple. mmmm..i do see them ard in sch. tts a gd thing at least.like today..mj was sittg outside the lib. so went over & talked..lol. even showed her the class pics. was kindof laughing at u-knw-who. im too mean! ughh..i look horrid too la. guess tts even.alright?
yeah..take care k? noticed pple falling sick. stress? or wad? me also nt feelg tt well..prolly after effects of late nights. :|
learnt a new word today. its *flips ws* ehhh...appraise? its the same meaning as..analyse. LOL. think i gettn old le. cant remb.

song in my head it keeps on replayg :
Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart

I-I-I need you-oo-oo more than anyone, baby
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart

its prolly soph's blog. gt stuck in my head. esp today! :)
lurff ya.


3:03 PM

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Monday, September 13, 2004
;   omg.

need to slp.
(but nt at 1am pls)
had like perfm yest? was rather bad. eek!
but must applaud all the soloists..u guys did well yeah? hahahaa..i mean its so nerve-wreckg to stnd there & all..mmm..its over anyway.
we cant do much abt it too. we'll try harder nxt time then. right?
arms aching? issit bcause of the long hrs of clar-holdg? or instru-moving? ouch. hurts a little when i stretch it. hahaa..silly me.
yx..if u readg this. just wna let u knw tt.we'll alwys be ard if u ever need us.this applies to all akg pple too. give urself some time & space.im sure u'll find ur place..& as for the band. think its like a bit better now? urm..do see some stuff gg ard. he's prolly thinkg too much. (well..i thought so) needs grp effort to get it straight lo. yupps. so ya. nt superman nor god. we do have our weaknesses.
but we learn to overcome it & capitalise on our strengths instead.
cheer up k? its tough. but we'll make it.

[think it sounds weird. but whatever. tts wad i think...]


11:17 PM

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happy birthday cy! (aka sista goddess)
sry sry..knw this came a lil late. i forgot! OOps.


3:39 PM

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Friday, September 10, 2004
;   :)

wahahaa..
gt a new skin! thnks to my sister! (agn)
[and shes nt shy to claim credit for it] haha..
hows it?
anywy..if u guys see the horrible title above!
i didnt write tt. i dun type |idDa+ !
im threatened to keep it..so bear w it.
just drank chicken essence..like a bit more than 1/2 the bottle.
mum made me drink it. its horrible. i still feel the aftertaste..thought of a dead chick.
it happens evrytime i drink or even smell it. omg.. nvm.
basically did nth much today.
eek.

its nearing.
nearing..
nearing...
argh!




8:33 PM

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;   i rock

YEAH BABY


6:32 PM

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Thursday, September 09, 2004
;   the great adventures of the two divas (as undercover witches)

wahahhaa...where shall i start? guess some of u might have read cy's & yx's blogs. so here is MY version of the story. here goes ..

yest me & cy went shopping for yx's pressie..met at abt 11am? but i was like late..(as usual) sry sry..cy told me the shops were nt open yet. hahaa i thought so too.. but we walked ard the mall thinkg of ideas for a nice present. hmmm..guys stuff definitely more difficult to shop for..we cant possibly buy those accessories or what. then thought of a DIY tee shirt, slippers, sandals, bags & even COOKIES! yummeh..called sm to ask her abt this idea. ehh? tried to scare her w cy's sexahh manly voice. but thing is. i wldnt want to risk it 'cause silly us dunno how to bake real gd ones..& it'll be gone once it passes thru the digestive system. (oops..a lil too much details huh.) after tt..we left tt shop in search of new & better stuff! yeshh..then we called shimin while we were in the sports connection shop..cause we cldnt reach mj too. she had a share in the presnt wad. i think she was rather skeptical of our ability to do a decent lookg shirt & suggested slippers? LOL i doubt so too. anyways. went for lunch & had duck rice & porridge. poor cy had to eat porridge 'cause she cant swallow. (hahaa...) no lar. im kiddg.

we decided on slippers or sandals 'cause i think he needs them badly. (also. we thought he shld change his ah-pek image & look a lil more funky?) wnt to marks & spencer's for cookie-watchg. didnt buy la..but it looked so so gd! yumm. i think we went john little before tt.. cy was still wonderg why they didnt sell biscuits (turns out tt her stm acted agn..marks & spencer's sell them..NOT john little! ) hahaa...had a gd laugh over tt. LOL. anyway went to OP for slippers. saw this super nice slippers! but it was nt very lastg-lookg. (wadevr la.) and the rest david has them. (...) hahaa.so we went to another shop. we saw nicer slippers & diva-slippers too! gt 3 colours summore. baby blue baby pink & white..omg. it was soooo nice. we wanted to walk with a barefoot over to try. hahaa.. then we decided to buy tt slippers we saw. the colour was funky enough to "overpower his ah-pekness" (a bit serious arh..jk!!!) orange! was wonderg if it was for girls..then asked some guys for the right size. tt jj didnt pick up the phone..we were panicking..thinkg of other alternatives..no other guy seem to knw his size. jc too big..jr too small..jlo dunno..LOL then finally gt thru to jj. phew. gt his size.. with wad france US UK japan..LOL we were all so blur.

we then went back to tt shop for gift wrappg ideas..haha saw this really nice box i liked. but cant fit in.then gt these normal shoe box stuff. but too plain. we wanted to take those cute cute chinese like baskets they used to sell baos in ? or those straw oness...but cannt tahan. kept laughg at the thought of bringg it to band! so silly of us. we walked past the buckets a few times..then we thought "why dun we get them?" but the ones w handles too small la..cmi. so we took the bigger one w/o a handle. sad arh. hmmm..the colurs arh. alot! but then we cant settle on one. i liked the yellow & green ones cy liked the blue one..i saw purple too! haha but it was too gay la. we called mj. then settled on blue. boohoo~ i lost agn. cy had won earlier in a guess which lift wld come first. childish! LOL..i guess shes the more powerful witch. (bad bad witch) can predict such stuff! haha. looked for stuffing too but then wth. saw this crepe paper. to satisfy me we took yellow..hahah. so silly ar.

we wanted to wrap it.. i thought train but then it was like so rushed. so we sat by the wall in the mrt station to do it. like some mad pple. tearg the paper & price tags. Haha..we ght it quite settled. only left the flimsy piece of paper mj needed to sign.
rushed back to sch..the train DID STOP! but oh well..then in sch.cy went toilet to hide & to urmm... u knw. while i gt mj out & took the mouthpieces to wash. got it settled then went back for practice. we gave it to yx & he was like.."dustbin?"..haha no lor. we didnt go thru all those to get a bin?! nt underwear too! we're nt pervertic.. then set our instruments..
sry for this length. too much to say le.
i wna go on another date like this! cy? issit alright w ya?
who knws tt black faced monster came soon after...
the rest i dunn wanna say le.
POLLUTE MY CLEAN BLOG!
actually it was nt only bcause of that. something else hurts me too.


6:42 PM

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happy birthday yx!



1:36 PM

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Saturday, September 04, 2004
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Your heart understands what your head cannot yet conceive; trust your heart -Anonymous

Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

actually chose these two out of dunno how many in the spur of the moment.like i said before..its a bit true huh. i esp like the 2nd one..leave a trail. somewhat like footprints in the sand.

:) smile alwys. i knw u will.



9:10 PM

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Friday, September 03, 2004
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omg.
honestly..im nt feelg that gd today. felt quite pissed-off & a bit sick *sniff* i think its because of the air con. hahaa..okayy..so here goes....
bleahs. dun wna say le :X

anyways.
yeah. dunno why i felt so ughh. but guess its bad mood for me these days.
was on the bus home when these 2 ladies sat in frnt of me..one white-haired curly haired person & the other black rebonded hair. lol. imagine the contrast! (: hahaa..

saw caveat walkg w some girls frm his class..then i was walkg down the stairs mahh..then i sort of smirked & tried to hide my smile frm him. he saw it lor..then he was like...protesting. LOL. he was prolly guilty. i didnt even say or show tt i was laughing at him :p
wahahaha..lucky guy. ooPs :X
LOL..tata


6:46 PM

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