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i wna wna wna wna wna wna.. (thinking of a FF song)
learn french! (got a book from library :D)
and..you know la. hurhur.
[david said its evil laughter? i say its evil if its from him. hahah.
gosh i saw him today. same old hair and all. he's working so didnt say hi.]
its just odd. maybe its not meant to be? i seriously hope not.
; chicken chicken.
to everyone and anyone!
if u're like me & my 2 sisters, pls REFRAIN from eating fried chicken!
its like the 3 of us all fell sick with diarrhoea and all..
think its cause its too oily?
was quite stupid thinking i recovered when i think i didnt really. hmm..
anw, earlier in the day.. think its coupled with motion sickness i had on my way home from SIM, i puked my big beef burger out. haha. not all..but some la. its been AGES since i puked. its quite disgusting actually.
hope i didnt spoil ur appetite for Breakfast. (:
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no relevance to any ive written before! :D
The fallen
So they say you're trouble boy
Because you like to destroy
All the things that bring idiots joy
Well what's wrong with a little destruction?
And the Kunst won't talk to you
Because you kissed St Rollox Adieu
Because you robbed a supermarket or two
Well, who gives a damn about the prophets of Tesco?
Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and the unleavened
Turn the rich into wine
Walk on the mean
For the fallen are the virtuous among us
Walk among us
Never judge us
Yeah we're all...
Up now and get 'em boy
Up now and get 'em boy
Drink to the devil and death to the doctors
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In my blood I felt bubbles burst
There was a flash of fist an eyebrow burst
You've a lazy laugh and a red white shirt
I fall to the floor fainting at the sight of blood
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hehh. no im not destructive.hmm. i seriously need to reg for school. FAST!
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Dear Lord,
Are you able to find me a friend? Someone who accepts my needs and flaws, and values me as much as I value them? If I've found her, please let me know. I know I can count upon you.
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cause love and lust are never enough.
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I feel like im losing my individuality
Am i turning into a brand freak? scary.
I dun want to turn into someone i'll come to hate.
this is so negative. feel like deleting everything.
; random rubbish
sometimes, i just look around and see people of my age, then i see friends that are younger than me. makes me wonder where i fit in. perhaps look young think old? hurhur. or just me and my naggy old self. wow. can really admire those people ah..look as good as their personality. [i think im pretty boring after a while,no?]
work, i heard was tough. i think i'll die if i have to stay till 6am lo. but less chances..i dunno if that'll be bearable. ): oh well. *daydreams*
and then i wonder..
are there any super-nice movies?
or anyone free to go shopping!
i need to construct a wish-list. and a list of willing sponsors (victims). HEH.
till next time then. :D
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omg. finally have some time to scribble something down.
the week's been busy. yeah, im alright la.
bit of backache, shoulderache, neckache, body ache, leg ache, feet ache.
yeah thats about it. hurhur.
i wonder what's gg on with you all?
oh yeah. i suspect flu season is here. (because im gg to be sick act. heh) so take care loads. hydrate yourself. and put out the fires! lame~
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lazy to post things. cause i simply have no idea what to write!
went open houses today. NTU, SIM.
its alright la.
update later.
when im less busy.
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HOW ODD.
how odd it is that people start msgg you on msn messenger only after things like results come along. we normally don't talk online at all.
how odd it is that i can just expect the question to come, yet when i say its "not too good", they say "mine too" when it actually isnt so.
perhaps we are all expected to be realistic sometimes.
sigh. am i always left out of things gg on around me? or is it that im too blur or too inactive to notice?
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Unless you've returned from Saturn, Neptune or Pluto, you should know its results day today. To sum it up in 4 words: I've surprised myself.
Okay. Not just the results part, maybe is How I reacted to the news. No tears in school. Even Baoxin said I've controlled my emotions today (He didnt know my results, only know its bad.) the last time i cried a little in school cos of Mrs huang's class. ugh. thats a horrible thought. I teared a little at home, because I felt bad about my lousy results when I told my mum. anyway, today Ms Shahida was telling me that my results are quite okay la, until she looked at the slip. then gave me a blank face.
I think people are practical by nature. inquisitive, but prob not so good when ure not in a celebratory mood. (ie. now.)
the saddest part is people keep asking about your grades.GO figure yourself la. If my results that brilliant, you would have Heard about it. END OF STORY.
look,I'm not angry or devastated or what.
I'm just confused,lost and hurt.
Phony people, get lost.
