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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
;   random.

mmmm prettay! I saw something pretty.
Anyway earlier on, I saw this girl with this big strawberry hp strap! the strawberry is rather big. red cloth and all and its stuffed! it's quite big. about 7cm in length? someone help me look out for it. I'll love you if you find it for me. better yet, buy for me. PLEASE?
me <3 strawberries.

HAHA. I sound crazy.

im still drowsy from my migraine. (no im not on drugs) i meant the aftereffects. got a little dizzy. everyone was TALKING at the dinner table! it worsened my migraine! plus that sister of mine chews so loudly. the whole world knows she chewing on bread. grr. and im not jealous of her bf. its just that its super unfair. dammit.

im worried. for my mail. I want my stuff!
I HOPE its not lost. I hope i'll get them soon.

closet skeleton? psychedelia?


7:47 PM

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Friday, August 18, 2006
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I dont know why i even logged in.
Maybe i didnt want to see that ugly horrible entry done previously.
feeling a little tired.
that sister of mine.

sighs.


2:37 PM

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
;   bl**dy i****.

yea. its a holiday today, and so im pretty bored & cooped up at home.
and BUGGED by useless phone calls. I suddenly remembered a terrible experience last thu. Don't think I need any life in campus. Just as well.
Been spending too much. I should find a healthy hobby instead. Any suggestions?
Don't understand why some people seek to suck people's $$ by jacking up the price.

And HOW nice. I just realised my mum didnt even ask if i wanted to go the parade tonight. My uncle called and he only has two tickets. So she only asked my other two sisters. (which of course they agreed.) Talk about favouritism. Makes me wonder where I came from. Maybe God dropped me in front of my family's door. For what?

The other day, I was reading my horoscope thingy and then it says something about me wondering what's life purpose. I don't know why it's so true. And so I may be a little obsessive about it. *How on earth do people even predict such stuff?

I truly dislike it when people cricticise me without checking if they commit these 'mistakes' as well. Just look at my dad. This morning he scolded me and said i was too sensitive. Reason being, I 'protested' when my mum knocked the side of my specs (which im wearing) while I was at the dining table. Mind you, being hit on the specs isnt fun at all. Plus, I don't even like to wear them at all. What's wrong with me voicing out my feelings? Fyi, I merely said "Ouch". I thought he was the sensitive one. He's just venting his anger on the maid ON me and he's probably irritated cause he couldnt fix the pressure cooker cover.

I really feel really yuan1 wang4.

Yesterday I did make a fuss over something. And I had every reason to do so. She told me time and again that she will pay up. I only took action yesterday. My mum called me a busybody for offering to help her buy things. By Yesterday,my sis has accumulated a debt of $20++ dollars (from weeks ago probably) She told me that it wasnt midnight yet, so she isnt late. And the time was 11++pm already. UGH. It truly doesnt pay to be kind.
Im so tired of it. Shall not talk about it. Its a long story.

Yesterday night was not the first time I hated myself.


2:25 PM

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