; Blind by Lifehouse
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go
very nice song. :)
but its kinda sad huh.
; oh yes. flu bug's here for a visit.
i havent been blogging lately huh.
haha. nothing much. just the flu bug finally hit me.
yeap. after my mum, 2nd sis and ber was hit.
uh ye. the sore throat thingy came first. but after bingeing on delicious oily hawker fare(s) i suppose the flu is next. haha and i was right. *yawns*
this morning i woke up with a dry throat (as i have for the past 2 days) and yeah. couldnt really talk (and didnt want to talk too la.) one side of my nose was running. haha the other side was lazy like me la. <- non-exercise freak.
okok. that wasn't funny. erps.
i suppose this flu med mum gave me will work. incl the drowsiness. eeek.
i dislike the feeling of knowing you're gonna fall sick and yet not totally-ill. know what i mean? erm haha i doubt so.
i need to go out!
breathe some air! walk till legs bengkok. or whatever.
shop!
and yes, cone day's over. boohoo :(
reminder to self: two more mocks to collect.
poa and pbf. can't wait.
*waves pompoms dreadfully*
; missing. tsk.
oh wells.
i'll start talking to myself again.
and SINCE talking aloud is considered as a "SIAO AH" act, i'll blog it out.
im wondering where all the people are. i look at msger and there's hardly a person around whom i regularly talk to. erm..danny la. only. -.-
okay i see people signing in..but eh. most of the contacts i dont really talk.
not like i have lotsa friends anyway. ):
ohwells. erm.
something weird happened. so i slipped my sim card into the hp. yes the faulty one.
and perhaps you might like to know, i cant read whatever's there. haha.
so..
i have no idea. who i rejected the call from. AND who sent me an sms after that. about 4 plus. today. 8/4/07.
ARGH!
now..
will somebody own up? :((
; lessons
its tiring lo. i felt like running away.
and we were like trapped in the lt.
and the wolf took away the sheep's skin.
gosh. :<
anyway..didnt know whether to feel dumb or ignorant.
cause some questions thrown were like "WHOAAAA!"
haha. yeah. hope tmr's less demanding. else i cant make it till thur!
bleah
heard something interesting. should ponder about my actions next time...
alright..
):
; empty.
the stork dropped me at the wrong place. or they shouldnt pick me up.
biased, yet she denies.
i get shouted at so often.
i owe her so much
yet i cant pay.
why do you even mention it
i give you everything i have
will you be satisfied?
no
im just an eyesore.
should have left me there and then.
saves you every trouble.
; you know you had a bad day
when..
1) you wake up in the morning feeling excited about an event thats gonna happen and someone tells you she's gonna stand you up (for a friend, probably for a shopping trip downtown)
2) she tells you some alternative that doesn't make sense, cause simply, she Promised me something yesterday (probably earlier than she promised her friend) and she happily broke it.
3) she's your sister and values you much lesser than she does her friend. (she replies in a sms 'but i really wanted to go w u' --like someone forced you to go out with her????)
4) she says 'don be angry' when she obviously made me angry already.
5) you're home alone with the m aid (who stares at you when you're feeling DAM angry)
6) Im told i dont need a haircut (cos someone does not want to fork out money for that)
7) I have to pay for it myself. (in addition to being alone in the shop)
8) everyone's busy doing something else while you're sitting here feeling stupid and typing on a stupid b log.
9) even the mum refuses to go to the shop to help kill the price. (im going to be broke soon and she doesn't want to help.)
10) she tells me to make them next week (WHEN i have so many classes FULL-DAY. and I NEED to see.)
11) nobody, really, bothers, what, you're saying.
why should i care now.
i told you i can't be left alone.
i'll self-destruct.
i didnt edit anything. pardon me.
