; a hairy affair.
hmm, finally got a haircut. i like cutting hair. wonder why some girls dread it. maybe they have longer hair and can't bear to?
my sis cut off some hair. so little i barely noticed the difference in length. ohwells. it's her choice.
my hairstyle now kinda reminds me of my primary school days..you know, hairstyles back then were kinda..fungi-ish. haha. anyway, this is much better than the ones i used to have when i was younger. well, i like to think so lah. mainly cause my fringe's havent been that short for some time. ;)anyway! hope that the hair will grow out nicely. for once, i actually thought of having longer hair. haha i bet my hairstylist is kinda glad? she must be bored with cutting hair short for me. and she's pregnant! 4 months. cool. niceeeeeeeee.
uh oh. it's gonna rain again.
"i'm leaving the back door open, till you come back, till you come back"
Labels: haircut
; chilli-love.
this is what i do whenever i get home - no, not take pics of chillis - i pluck them. and fyi, i did pluck that out after i took the pic. :) it'd be nice if i own a fruit/vegetable farm or some sorts. lovely! ps. there's a bird which fights for the chillis with us. sometimes, i let him have it. haha. the bird seems to have no sense of taste. it's really really spicy ya know? let me know if you'd like to try it sometime. ;)
Labels: life
; good thursday? not quite. but its gonna get better.
hmm. many thoughts running through my head. i think i need time to sort them out.
anyway, i do think im rather fortunate.
i have a roof to sleep under, air con to sleep in, food to eat, money to buy stuff (way too many tho) and all..but not just that, im fortunate because i have people around me whom i can call friends. i used to wish i had a best friend - besties are sweet, isnt it? but i figured that finding a bestie would probably work best if im NOT looking for it. uh sounds weird huh, just some stupid logic i came up with. haha. and friends i guess..can be "organised" into acquaintances, hi-bye people, close friends, good friends, whatnots. but i think this should be scrapped. friends are people with whom you share a bond with? a special connection. i guess, regardless of the number of friends you have, are they are all different in your heart? i definitely hope so.
i came to realise that today. a little late ya, but better late than never, as the saying goes. so some things i've been holding on to, i ought to learn to let go..loosen up..hopefully i'm giving it a nudge in the right direction. i guess it's the fear of losing things that make you tense and irritable, not to mention, sensitive. hope that wont be the case anymore. no more awkward feelings after a disagreement. and no more depressing moments.
i just hope, my dear friends, that while reading this, you'll give me some time to grow too, some time for me to become a better person, and of course, a better friend to you. :) meanwhile, do bear with me. i may have a fierce bark, i say the wrong things at the wrong time (and some i shouldnt even say them too) and i do (a lot of) pretty stupid things, but i hope im not so much the bi*ch yet. haha. pardon the pun! (bark and bi*ch - get it?) yeap.
i have to look for a direction to walk towards. feel like i am aimless, living days without any goal to work towards. that sucks huh. earlier in the week, i watched heroes..and nathan said he wanted a life of happiness and meaning. linderman replied it's either one. they dont go together. that was a fantabulous episode btw. you may pop over my house to watch it cos we recorded it. haha.
upon graduation, what would you like to do?
do share with me. perhaps i'll get an idea too :)
Labels: b, friendship, life
; post-mocktem
first things first: mocks have ended!
just typing this reminded me of my niece, Mae, who was doing tuition hw that day. she's now in K1, but she insisted on going for tuition (like her elder siblings). so she joined the k2 class for some tuition stuff i guess. i heard that for the first lesson she attended, there was a spelling test, of which words like father, mother, grandfather, etc were tested. i was pretty surprised with the work she has to do. she's barely 5 (i think) and she was practising spelling and writing..(and colouring of course) i was there for her sister's 1st month, so she wanted me to help her with her hw. taught her how to spell eleven twelve, etc..all the way to twenty. she can barely write the letters properly and doing those hw..it seems a lil too tough on our kids no? hmm. anyway, the main point was that i wasnt clear with my grammar and the usage.. (even taught her the wrong thing :s) 'has' and 'have' got a lil confusing after a while! esp with this: Mrs Chan ___ two boxes of XX. i actually taught her to write 'have'! gosh. and i realised that it was the subject matter Mrs Chan, and not the two boxes that was impt. :x i was SO embarrassed! argh. but for that matter, Mae relied on me to teach her the hw and how to spell it. (i think she needed help for that, doubt she can finish it on her own)
okay, i digressed.
haha wanted to blog about yesterday cos it was so eventful/fun!
went out with bao, grace, yangtheng and yanru to PS then to BV. :) yeap.
yanru blogged about it earlier than me & i was laughing at her entry.
haha. grace and bao with the cleaning sign at PS, yangtheng and the sunglasses...haha.
i felt quite bad for yangtheng tho. i think we made her try a lot! but it ended really well.
fruitful shopping trips (& helping others with it) is fun!
"Shall we do that again?"
yay.
oh yes. mocks were not really fun. (considering the fact that i was unprepared)
tried really hard to do as much as i could for the papers, esp ME. i think it was scary. esp the part where everyone walked out at 11.01 am. lol. i was trying to cover my smile as i see the group of people walking out. it was like..planned. haha. q3 is mad. i didnt understand that diagram at all! told bao that i would wait for her to walk out first before i left. haha she did..and i left some time after her. (wanted to make a last ditch effort by completing q8) i realised, though, that the numerical example was badly done. i rmb bits and pieces of it, but i just couldnt rmb the exact eqn. :S
i see so many people getting ready and with their revision stuff going on..
gah. looks like i have to pull up my socks. (haha. im so glad i found my moo socks! :))
; tick tock tic-tionary.
tic-tionary: things that tickles me. hurhur.
1. matrix moment: refers to an action resembling that of Neo's in the matrix effect trilogy, which involves a (possibly) back-breaking action by leaning backwards & swivelling back to the normal standing position.
usage: My sister had a matrix moment the other day while wearing her heels.
2. backseat full of women: refers to, well, a backseat full of women. Phrase has its origins from a scene in a made-in-japan family car, with 4 or 5 women sitting awkwardly in the backseat and one or two women talking loudly to the driver (altho not meant for the ear directly next to her mouth)
usage: The workers laughed at the passengers in the car which had a backseat full of women.
3. pissifying: term coined by Brr. refers to a feeling that makes the person feel angry, irritated and secretly happy (all at the same time)
usage: need me say more?
**shall add more next time! :)
**all the above are made-up phrases, altho it did happen to me :)
(If you did notice, the titles for the march 12's entries are a lil off. haha. i like it that way. :])
loving the new music i found. haha.
i've changed it in the player above. take a listen!
it's one of the newer ones i've found.
Labels: tictionary
; sleepless nights.
okay,
so i've not been blogging for quite some time.
but seriously. there's nothing you missed out on. still have 3 papers to go. :(
and i've been having sleepless nights.....
dont know why, i reckon its cos my nose is really blocked. so i cant really breathe normally, which explains my dizziness the whole day. (lack of oxygen i suppose?)
and i was thinking of super-random things. dang.
so yest night/morning you might say, i went to bed at 1.33am. i think.
and up till 3 plus am in the morn, im still tossing and turning in bed. terrible feeling you know?? i prob visited the toilet a dozen times yest night (incl the time when i was studying too.)
getting rid of spam mail now. gmail's good for these. i'll have to filter them if i was using hotmail. 250. and i think a good 70% is asking me to do..erm sth. to improve some life.
i wonder if any one really replies to them. hmm.
sudd thought of the porn-ado thingy that appeared on CSI miami last week.
hahaha.
okay. gtg.
gg to faint soon. -gag-
no more TCM plsssss..
